Change the baby, feed the baby, burp the baby...

That woud be the routine, I suppose, wouldn't it? Really, Annelise is a good baby, but it still feels like I'm babysitting some one else's child. (Guess the joke is on me, since no one is ever going to come pick her up!) She is 16 days old now and still looks just as small as when I took her to her two day check up... Mom says she's visibly getting bigger and has more hair than before, but I guess I don't see it because I see her everyday and changes are less subtle when you see a baby less than everyday. Darrell says she looks like a healthy baby, which puts my mind at ease a little more. She has moments where she freaks me out, but all in all, I know it's just normal baby... "stuff" I guess.

Felix's brother Tony wants him to work with him overseas for Halliburton. He thinks it's going to solve every financial problem we have, but he knows it won't. He should also know that if anything happens to him over there, there's no benefit for me... I think he's using it as a reason to run from Annelise. I don't know if he's scared of her or what... it doesn't seem like it. I know what will happen if he goes overseas as well, which is another reason why I don't want him to go. The main reason is because he's always talking about how he missed out on Aireka's "firsts" and all that and if he goes, he will most definitely miss out on Annelise.

But there has been no real discussion of it with me. It was just something he decided he was going to do regardless and didn't really consult me at all.

Anyway, I still have another 33 pounds to lose before I'm back to my prepregnant weight... it isn't just that either, I have to get my jelly belly back where it was or somewhere remotely close anyway. I've all ready lost 21 pounds just from having her alone... I think the townhouse thing might help anyway... That and the fact it's a two story townhouse on the second and third floor of the complex.